Break Away

Never feel like this before,
So depressed and betrayed,
By the ones I treasured most.
[By the ones I treasured most.]

I have asked myself the same thing time and time again,
Was any of it even real?
Or were you just putting up an act?

Now I know,
That you’ve always had a mask on,
Hiding you true intentions,
Lurking in the shadows,
Trailing me everywhere I go,
Informing him my every move.

You were never there for me,
Even when I needed you the most.
I thought of you as a mentor,
But you regarded me as a pawn.

I couldn’t see that you were just using me,
Using me to gain your own happiness
While I drown in my sorrows.

I’ve had enough
I’ll break free from this cage
Break free from your chains
I’m not your pawn, not anymore.

I’ll leave this place
To live my own life, far far away,
away from your manipulations
cause I’ve had enough.

Hiding behind that façade of yours
Playing the role of the puppet master
Controlling every move we make
That is……. Until I’ve cut the strings.

Bit by bit, your plan starts to crumble,
Starting from the loss of your biggest pawn, me.

You never thought that I would find out the truth,
You did everything you can to make sure of that,
I can’t say the same thing about your pawns though.

Enemies became friends, Friends became enemies.
I won’t let you win.

I’ve had enough
I’ll break free from this cage
Break free from your chains
I’m not your pawn, not anymore.

I’ll leave this place
To live my own life, away from your manipulations
I’ve had enough